Why do I let things that have hurt me play like a record in my head?
I wish I could take other peoples advice and learn to trust myself and move on... But I guess its from a lifetime of let downs and lies that I have a hard time with it. So much of my life is perfect, but I let the bad times overpower me far to often... I have met so many sincere, thoughtful people ... But its always in my head... "Why would they be nice to me?" "why do they care about ME?" "Whats the catch?" I hate being like that.... Its something I need to work on and will... As a good friend told me recently I need to trust myself and realize that I'm just as empowered as anyone...
You have so many more followers than me! Give me some of yours haha! Let's link up!
ReplyDeleteWow Alden..love this post! I haven't been on in awhile but this blog hit what I was going to start blogging about tonight..well girl if you find the answers to your questions which are very similar to my own please pass them on because I don't know the answers to those questions either! I have asked but none of the responses so far have led me to move forward and let go of the anger or hurtful thoughts..as you stated I too have so much to be happy about in my life and it makes me angry when I let those thoughts get me down..thoughts that no longer play a role in my current life! Anyways enough of me going on and on..just wanted to stop by and say you are not alone! I always feel like I am alone with this issue.
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